Forgot I bought sum Kratom 2 years ago and with all the news about it I remembered and just found it. It says Bali on the bag and it's a red bag. I gotta do hw so I gotta look up the effects cause if it'll make me tired I'll do it tonight. I'm drinking sum coffee right now to wake me up and my kitten fell asleep on my arm so I'm typing with one hand. I bought 28 grams I have no clue how much is left, probably like 10 but I have no clue on how to eye powder. If it's weed I'll know the exact point just by looking at it haha:3

Edit* found that it's supposed to mimic opiate effect. I have no tolerance to opiates so maybe I'll get something off this. It's supposed to be sedative but honestly my anxiety generally is out the roof and most things that are supposed to sedate me just make me feel okay to do stuff like hw. I have messed around with benzodiazepines the tiniest bit but realize they are highly addictive so have only used them for fun and never as an anti anxiety medication. I personally believe highly addictive substances should only be used for fun about 1 time a month or less to keep someone from ever getting addicted. I don't take any medication. I drove an hour into Pennsylvania the wrong way yesterday and ended up in a hood that reminded me of Camden. Once I realized I was so off track I parked and got out to look around and figure out where the hell I was. My vape also died and I saw a man on his porch smoking so I called out to him asking if I could buy a cigarette off him for a dollar. He said I could just have it and when I came up to him and tried grabbing the cigarette my hand shook so badly that I dropped my keys and almost dropped my lighter. I told him I was just anxious from getting lost which was the truth but I'm sure I looked like I was withdrawing from some serious drug. My anxiety is so bad that my hands shake uncontrollably it's so embarrassing to look like I'm a drug addict or something and I know people have thought that about me before probably. One time someone from my school hmu asking if I knew where to get pills and I'm almost sure it's because he's seen me shaking really badly and just expects I must do that or something. I just am a stoner:)