Well the counsler was wrong again its actually 8 classes. So a whole 'nother' ( this was never brought to my attention i guess people say this instead of 'another whole' intersting.) Year, and on top of that my associates was going to take me an extra semester anyway because of my math skills and my inexperience with computers (so i took fundamental classes about them).
I feel cheated of my life
I feel like my house burnt down
Like someone stole my car
Like my dog got run over
I dont understand how my first counsler blatently lied to me and even the knowable one missed huge details. This ist just money this is my fucking 20's now this is the beginning of me being an adult, this isn't the only shit i want to learn. I have artisitic asperations , i have dreams. If im stuck on one major for 7 years (if some more bad luck came my way) is it even fucking worth it? Probably not.. but ill probably end up as a fucking stocker at a Walmart or something with an 'associates of computer science b.a from ccc'
And with working all those hours, furthering my skill will be almost impossible and when will i have time to do what i want thats artistic? I just dont know what to do right now really. Its my fault, i shouldve taken responsibility into my own hands to confirm its all going to be transferable.. but i just took her word because that was what i assumed she was being paid to do. Ill figure it out i hope...

Not a person asked me to hangout on my birthday. I figured out 5 classes i took that i was told would be transferable wouldn't. I could have easily taken the ones that trasfer but i was told the ones i chose would. I have a class at 12:30. All of my heart and soul wants to leave now. I have so much work to do but i feel so disheartened and depressed i have absolutely no motivation to do anything i want to lay in bed and never wake up. I want to take sleeping medicine when i get home but then how will i work on anything? I dont know what to do. I would like to stab myself in the heart to taoe away from the pain :/