I remember when I first started smoking weed I would walk down Haddon Abe and close my eyes and the cars would sound just like waves like I was on the beach. I remember one of the coolest times that I smoked; it was when I had only smoked a handful of two of times and I hadn't smoked a bong before. I was ripping the Bong in this abandoned house with some friends and I got so stoned I began dreaming yet I was awake, like I was in third person actually watching my own dreams. Chip tune music was playing and I was flying over landscapes between situations in my dreams. I was riding on this unicorn to different dreams. Everything was so abstract, I would fall into a situation and after I would be riding over seas and mountains to my next dream. It was an amazing experience. I used to get so stoned that I would constantly have curtain vision or slide vision, the psychedelic properties were extremely strong for me. When I smoked I remembered so much from my childhood that it really shifted my outlook on life a lot and my thoughts were connected in ways they never had been before. Now as a daily smoker the psychedelic effects are not as apparent but I feel like it's just within me at all times. If I stopped for two weeks I wonder how my thinking would change. I know I have not gotten any stupider from weed but my mind is cloudy most of the time, I take longer to think and remember but I also feel like I analyze things and problems differently because of weed. Whenever I'm being irrational if I hit the bud I can think straight and loically again without emotion.

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