Submerge me in le warm water. I'll choose to drown over to get out.

I ran out of things to say. I actually didn't run out of things to say, I could've said a lot but I haven't had the energy to write it down sadly . Just letting myself go through the motions.., I feel shameful if I had to place a word to my feelings. But some good has happened and some bad but that's grey and I don't feel like thinking of specifics.